When will I be myself again?

Seriously, almost 3 months after giving birth, I feel like my weight stuck. Really stuck, 10 kilos heavier than my pre-pregnancy weight. I nurse my baby, so I know it's better to go with the flow, watch-what-you-eat than skipping meals, but still, deep down in my heart, i want to wear my old burgundy jeans again. Because, you know, they're in right now. But those things only fit around the tights, no less. Ha.

I wonder what makes Miranda so skinny before and after giving birth. Even when she is still pregnant. Life is a little bit unfair sometimes. And fyi, I do have a mama crush on her. I'm currently file almost all her picture I got in the internet. I'm such a stalker. Hot mama stalker. Anyone out there who has cool blog and cool kid and cool style, I'd stalk your blog. Muhhaha. 

The moral of this post, is how I wish I was able to wear my burgundy jeans right after the delivery. And those extra 10 kilos to just swoosh away. Eh, maybe wearing a red jeans will be delightful, after I shed the tights' fatty fat.

I'm coming soon updating the weights, if there's any good news to be updated.

See ya.

First Post for This Year

This year, I'm gonna start it by becoming a mom, to a girl who's apparently loves throwing tantrum, even at the 2 months old of age. Parenthood ahead seems very exciting, I slowly regain from sleep deprivation madness, and start adapting to my baby's daily schedule (hope she's adapting ours, too). 

baby happy in beanie

It's been two months since baby's here. Happy two months old, baby! Can't wait to tote you around, accompanying me for shopping, girl talk and so on. 

Until then. See ya.

X

No JOKE

So seriously guys.
On November third, my daughter was born. I was happy. Very happy, although she spent her first 5 days at the hospital because of jaundice.

And finally I brought her home, with tears of joy. Now those joys exist, just mixed a lil (much) with tears of sleep deprivation, cold, and never ending nights waiting for your baby to get to sleep.
Now I really now what it feels to be a mother. Happy, but TIRED (flashing fonts please!)

little miss 2 weeks escape her blanket

She's about 3 weeks from now, and speaking of which, it's gonna be a long journey for me to be sleep soundly every night. I wish I was a night clubber.

See ya. Xo.

Happily Ever. After?

Found this touching picture, too bad I can't remember where it from.This is what we call 'reality'. Snow white is still pretty, while the prince is not that charming anymore. There are bills to pay and kids to look after. And also a dog. Ha! Take that snow white. However she has beautiful house and cute kids. And somehow she's still able to maintain her pretty princess style ;)

Mini-honeymoon

The bridge on 5pm. Wind-on!

the end of the ride.
 Excuse me for the stupid expression, it's difficult to stay balance on a bike while holding your phone from being swept ;)

Last week, replacing our delayed vacation, husband and I decided to take a motorcycle ride crossing suramadu bridge (crossing a short strait). The bridge divided for car, and a small alley for motorbike. One thing for sure, it's really windy out there, especially when you're in the middle of the bridge. I felt like we'll thrown by the wind anytime! It's pretty good anyway, besides, I'm so boring being a homebody for the moment.

XO